Saturday, May 23, 2015

Learning to say 'Why not?' instead of 'Why?...





This post is not about our RV lifestyle. However, it does cover why I made the decision to live our dream: Living in our RV and experiencing life as full as I can, no matter what limitations my health issues put on me.
For the record: I am terrified of heights! Always have been. My husband of almost 40 years is very aware of this.
We spent Christmas of 2012 in Puerta Penasco or Rocky Point, sometimes known as Phoenix' Beach. Just a four hour drive into Mexico from Phoenix, to the northeast shore of the Sea of Cortez.
My 76 y/o mother came with us. While driving around one afternoon, we spotted a man with his teenage son beside an ultralight sitting in the sand. My husband's casual statement set a precident: "I have always wanted to do that!"
We found what hours he would be there, and the price: US $40.00 for about a ten to fifteen minute ride. A little rich; however, it was Christmas! We left and returned the next day for Roy to go up in the ultralight. He was like a youngster, finally to be able to do something he had only dreamed of.
Ramon gave Roy some pre-flight instructions, then sat in front of him on a seat that seemed very small. I took plenty of pics of his take-off and he then became a speck in the sky. They soon landed on a sand dune and they puttered up by our car. Roy's eyes were dancing. His excitement was bubbling over, describing his adventure in the sky, floating above the nearly empty resorts. It was off-season and many things were closed.
He hugged me and he grinned: "I know you won't do it: but I sure wish you could."
He wasn't expecting my answer, "Okay!"
During his ride, I had contemplated whether or not I could do it. I made decision to face my fears and to enjoy this experience. I borrowed his jacket, and Ramon assisted me into a harness and helmet. During take-off and the entire flight, I had a camera in my right had, snapping pics of everything. My left arm was holding tightly onto Ramon, I am surprised he could breathe.
Roy stared and did not believe I was going up...But he was thrilled. We soared above the deserted beach and I could see our tiny shadow trying to keep up with me. Ramon pointed at a pod of whales about a mile out from the beach.We landed without any problems. I was so proud that I had faced my fear and broadened my experiences to include flying on an ultralight airplane!
Why did I decide to go? Two months prior I had a severe Vascular Accident. [A stroke]. I was walking with a cane or using my wheelchair on bad days. My neurologist was making murmors toward me retiring early. I was 56 y/o and had only been a Doctor of Behavioral Health a year. So, I literally decided to take the risk, what did I have to lose?
Knowing how limiting my diagnosis was and learning to live within those limits, made me a stronger person. I decided that day, on a deserted beach in Puerta Penasco to not let my fears stop me from experiencing adventures. This was the first [and most radical] of may decisions to have a fuller life.
Part of my job as a Behavioral Therapist is to encourage my patients to have more experiences. The Doc was taking a dose of her own cure. I rarely hesitate when Roy suggest something interesting to try. I haven't always said yes, but I usually will try new things.
After my health forced me to retire, we decided to sell or give away most everything. We are full-time RVers and go somewhere different every two or three months. With the attitude of 'if it's safe: do it!, I have some wonderful memories already.
Stay-tuned for more adventures,
Doc

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